Blessings to all fellow flame-carriers of the awkward, holy, and wildly unfinished.
I see Nova Gaia not as a utopia, but as a compost pile for empire’s illusions—rich with the rot of our past and ready to birth something edible. TPT, in its raw courage, is already medicine. But medicine needs vessels. And vessels need to be cleaned. That means real accountability—not performative cancellation, not vengeance dressed as virtue, but process.
Redemption isn’t a retreat—it’s a rite of passage. May those who’ve violated the trust be offered a path that costs them comfort but births them anew.
No kings. No saviors. Just humans learning to wield power without becoming what we escaped.
And yes, we’re praying with Tyra. Every footstep in that March to Gaza is a sermon louder than any livestream.
This is the quote you mentioned (one of my all-time favorites):
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
― @Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles"
I love that you posted about Marianne Williamson who I was supporting for President both times she ran! The world would be in a much better place right now if she would have won! She has a huge platform of information and plans from when she ran. She also has a huge amount of followers that I should hear about you. Thank you for all the work you’re doing !🌹❤️
Yes I’m hopeful Marianne will connect with us, but I’ve been disappointed to discover she is pro Israel. I’ll be calling her out soon. I can’t stand next to her if she doesn’t stand with Palestine.
I believe Marianne is pro Palestine as well! I think she loves and does not pick sides yet stands for love wherever that is? I may be wrong but that is what she seems to resonate.
It does feel like the eve of WW3. The brutality and smokescreen of the White Wild West and their allies is astounding. But the one thing no one can take from us , regardless of nationality, colour or religion is our belief in Goodness. It is the common thing worldwide tha we all hold on to. 💚🩵💚
You are so right in that statement 💯❣️🙏. No matter what happens. I believe in having HOPE (Helping Other People Exist) 🙏 That Love will prevail. That no matter Race, Color, Religion Gender, Age...etc ."Do unto others as YOU would have them Do unto You." Seriously, if people don't want to be judged, why should we be passing judgement? If we don't want others to take from US or steal or violate us...why would others think that it is okay to do it to others? I confess, I love listening to Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Speech "I Have A Dream"... Listening to John Lennon's "Imagine" the "We Are The World"... when I went to College I deliberately to all the the Humanity courses I could. I learned about Mitch Snyder during the Regan Era. I've emersed myself Reading about Harriet Tubman and the Underground Railroad, The Jim Crow Laws. ALL the crazy crap During The Holocaust...songs... stories...movies.. magazine articles ....(AND that was the good stuff) My own hands on personal experience with life was both traumatic and Intense. Everything from Child porn, Snuff films, Satanic Rituals , Human traffic... YES. i am fragmented. I, myself am heterosexual And yet I am Transgendered, Bi, Pan, let's just say that I have so much going on with me...and in me...it is a Miracle that I do exist.... because if God wasn't keeping me Alive here....I would have been so Dead many times over. And I am really Greatful because I know that God has answered my prayers in oh so many ways ❤️🙏
Char was thrown out of Tik Tok and Instagram for trying to post her truth. Unfortunately her mind is nowadays scrambled from pain and tidbits of proof. Trapped in future presently past...screams ever echoing eerily in a hellish nightmare flood flash ....looking grasping for a way home... Always reaching empty air .always ALWAYS ALONE 😞
Please Please IWant to go HOME!!! I am barely limping through Life on limbs NOT my own. People who see a FUCKING animal will have enough Mercy to "put it Down".... And Why...WHY for WHAT reason am I here??? What is my purpose for sticking around.... please 🥺 i just wanna go home. i can't take my life by my own hands I am forbidden to... BUT if there's anyone out there who doesn't have Faith or doesn't care....You know what i am asking of you....if there are those who would put any animal down because you would Not have it suffer "No more", how can you live with yourself knowing that you could do the same for a human...and chose not to
Though it didn’t feel like it when you wrote this, a little more than an hour ago, you are also loved… oh, Charlene, you are so deeply loved.
A Home is provided.
A Purpose is provided.
For you.
Now.
Please know … there is nothing more important in my life … right now … than to just keep reading this first post, and the second you sent shortly after … I will have more to write after I linger a bit with your two courageous, compelling posts this morning (where I am in California)
Please know, I want to assure you, I could no more “put you down”, than I could rip my own heart out of my chest … which at one time in my life, not so long ago, I sought to do.
There are so many beautiful reasons, why you are here.
A whole story...is filled with numerous chapters...with a begining... middle...and We have hopes... eventually an end. In many cases, Stories are actually NEVER ending. Folding upon itself, looping and interwoven into Time's perpetual dimensional plane. Someone observed me picking up an item, within less than 5 minutes, I moved it perhaps 15 times or more. There is something seriously wrong with me... and if by the definition of doing things over and over and over again expecting different results but getting the same....then quite frankly...I am Insane 😕 i don't know how to "get off" THIS rollercoaster World...and i am emptied. There's nothing left inside of me to hurl. The ups, the downs....the quick starts-n- stops ... The loops .the drops...the bloodcurdling bends. YOU would have thought by Now ... Maybe I would have had a few more friends. I Miss the people in my life who really "I can't get enough of"....tired
Charlene, please connect with Randolph. Please take his hand. He will help stabilize you. (He has helped stabilize me when I felt shaken and disconnected). You are not crazy. You are not broken. You need grounding in your body and in reality. Randolph is very helpful with that.
You are soooo NOT doomed to living a life at the mercy of the unpredictable twists and turns of the rollercoaster ride. There is … right now … a way to get off
I do the things that i do Not out of Malice but because I unconditionally am truly in love with my brethren...and throughout my veins, "Loyalty" courses Strong! I cannot pledge allegiance to a thing or person that will not uphold the value of Life. Who finds it to their benefit ALONE to inflict pain and suffering through whatever means: not excluding chaotic events, hardships and strife!!!
Please. It is no lie that Angels are among us, both kinds. YOU have those who are willing servants of God who are constantly trying to protect the hearts, souls and the minds.... from the ugliness of the other. As long as there's HOPE and Our Papa's Love....We shall endure. And when His time is right...What has been written will be fulfilled according to His plan...then and only then will ALL see and come to Understand...that Really "Living Life" for Eternity...is so " Mind Blowing!!!"😍 Can't wait to see Y'all on the other side 😉 I would say; "Gotta run. Or perhaps fly? You'd really think 🤔 that works, right? Well, i am sorry to disappoint you. I haveta get off the pot and wipe." Hopefully, after all this...you won't say that I am full of crap. 'Cause I would love to challenge you on this.
Check out the rest of the radio hour chapters. I have one entitled ‘what is healing’ and many where we are doing healing together, as well as a free healing tab on my SS page
No idea how this works I’m winging it and got lucky finding this so thanks x and apologies if I break rules it’s inbuilt and malfunctioning all the time so let’s see how long I fukin last lol
John Lewis was imprisoned 40 times in the fight for freedom. Yes, the struggle is hard but we must march on.
40 times! Thank you for educating me. I am reinspired and happy to connect with you, Diamond-Michael.
Mr. John Lewis….Best of Men! 🫶🏼
A beacon! ✨
I feel her pain. Fatigue for real
🫶👭
Blessings to all fellow flame-carriers of the awkward, holy, and wildly unfinished.
I see Nova Gaia not as a utopia, but as a compost pile for empire’s illusions—rich with the rot of our past and ready to birth something edible. TPT, in its raw courage, is already medicine. But medicine needs vessels. And vessels need to be cleaned. That means real accountability—not performative cancellation, not vengeance dressed as virtue, but process.
Redemption isn’t a retreat—it’s a rite of passage. May those who’ve violated the trust be offered a path that costs them comfort but births them anew.
No kings. No saviors. Just humans learning to wield power without becoming what we escaped.
And yes, we’re praying with Tyra. Every footstep in that March to Gaza is a sermon louder than any livestream.
Thank you Aleksander, every word you’ve written here lights up my heart.
I’ve used your exact words. Those upholding empire can be redeemed by composting their resources.. shit makes great soil!
And precisely. No kings. No saviors. No power wielding.
Only discovering our true, free, beautiful and simple selves, who fit together like a holy family, every one of us essential.
This is the quote you mentioned (one of my all-time favorites):
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
― @Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles"
I love that you posted about Marianne Williamson who I was supporting for President both times she ran! The world would be in a much better place right now if she would have won! She has a huge platform of information and plans from when she ran. She also has a huge amount of followers that I should hear about you. Thank you for all the work you’re doing !🌹❤️
Yes I’m hopeful Marianne will connect with us, but I’ve been disappointed to discover she is pro Israel. I’ll be calling her out soon. I can’t stand next to her if she doesn’t stand with Palestine.
I believe Marianne is pro Palestine as well! I think she loves and does not pick sides yet stands for love wherever that is? I may be wrong but that is what she seems to resonate.
It does feel like the eve of WW3. The brutality and smokescreen of the White Wild West and their allies is astounding. But the one thing no one can take from us , regardless of nationality, colour or religion is our belief in Goodness. It is the common thing worldwide tha we all hold on to. 💚🩵💚
‘White Wild West’ says it. But you’re so right, they can never take our loving hearts. And when our hearts come together as they are now? Unstoppable.
You are so right in that statement 💯❣️🙏. No matter what happens. I believe in having HOPE (Helping Other People Exist) 🙏 That Love will prevail. That no matter Race, Color, Religion Gender, Age...etc ."Do unto others as YOU would have them Do unto You." Seriously, if people don't want to be judged, why should we be passing judgement? If we don't want others to take from US or steal or violate us...why would others think that it is okay to do it to others? I confess, I love listening to Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Speech "I Have A Dream"... Listening to John Lennon's "Imagine" the "We Are The World"... when I went to College I deliberately to all the the Humanity courses I could. I learned about Mitch Snyder during the Regan Era. I've emersed myself Reading about Harriet Tubman and the Underground Railroad, The Jim Crow Laws. ALL the crazy crap During The Holocaust...songs... stories...movies.. magazine articles ....(AND that was the good stuff) My own hands on personal experience with life was both traumatic and Intense. Everything from Child porn, Snuff films, Satanic Rituals , Human traffic... YES. i am fragmented. I, myself am heterosexual And yet I am Transgendered, Bi, Pan, let's just say that I have so much going on with me...and in me...it is a Miracle that I do exist.... because if God wasn't keeping me Alive here....I would have been so Dead many times over. And I am really Greatful because I know that God has answered my prayers in oh so many ways ❤️🙏
I am so glad you are here with us, Charlene. You are large, you contain multitudes, as dear Walt Whitman said!
Thank You.., i think
Please remember
how hard it is to focus
On the “best “ times of our lives
When
WE Feel so
ALONE… & need
to lick our wounds
Least we comply
To turn over a new leaf
before we Die
….
Char was thrown out of Tik Tok and Instagram for trying to post her truth. Unfortunately her mind is nowadays scrambled from pain and tidbits of proof. Trapped in future presently past...screams ever echoing eerily in a hellish nightmare flood flash ....looking grasping for a way home... Always reaching empty air .always ALWAYS ALONE 😞
So there you are … and here I am … wherever each of us is, on this planet. But this “separation” is not the whole story … it’s not even the real story
If I remember … I am Home …. miracles are revealed:
you are in my heart …
how could I not also be in yours?
Hear him, dear Char. Hear what he’s saying here. And put on chapter 54. Sit with us in the field of You, of Me, of Us.
Please Please IWant to go HOME!!! I am barely limping through Life on limbs NOT my own. People who see a FUCKING animal will have enough Mercy to "put it Down".... And Why...WHY for WHAT reason am I here??? What is my purpose for sticking around.... please 🥺 i just wanna go home. i can't take my life by my own hands I am forbidden to... BUT if there's anyone out there who doesn't have Faith or doesn't care....You know what i am asking of you....if there are those who would put any animal down because you would Not have it suffer "No more", how can you live with yourself knowing that you could do the same for a human...and chose not to
You are heard, Charlene.
You are seen.
Though it didn’t feel like it when you wrote this, a little more than an hour ago, you are also loved… oh, Charlene, you are so deeply loved.
A Home is provided.
A Purpose is provided.
For you.
Now.
Please know … there is nothing more important in my life … right now … than to just keep reading this first post, and the second you sent shortly after … I will have more to write after I linger a bit with your two courageous, compelling posts this morning (where I am in California)
Please know, I want to assure you, I could no more “put you down”, than I could rip my own heart out of my chest … which at one time in my life, not so long ago, I sought to do.
There are so many beautiful reasons, why you are here.
One such beautiful reason is unfolding right now.
You are heard.
You are seen, Charlene.
Be back in a bit.🤝
A whole story...is filled with numerous chapters...with a begining... middle...and We have hopes... eventually an end. In many cases, Stories are actually NEVER ending. Folding upon itself, looping and interwoven into Time's perpetual dimensional plane. Someone observed me picking up an item, within less than 5 minutes, I moved it perhaps 15 times or more. There is something seriously wrong with me... and if by the definition of doing things over and over and over again expecting different results but getting the same....then quite frankly...I am Insane 😕 i don't know how to "get off" THIS rollercoaster World...and i am emptied. There's nothing left inside of me to hurl. The ups, the downs....the quick starts-n- stops ... The loops .the drops...the bloodcurdling bends. YOU would have thought by Now ... Maybe I would have had a few more friends. I Miss the people in my life who really "I can't get enough of"....tired
Charlene, please connect with Randolph. Please take his hand. He will help stabilize you. (He has helped stabilize me when I felt shaken and disconnected). You are not crazy. You are not broken. You need grounding in your body and in reality. Randolph is very helpful with that.
You are soooo NOT broken.
You are soooo NOT insane.
You are soooo NOT doomed to living a life at the mercy of the unpredictable twists and turns of the rollercoaster ride. There is … right now … a way to get off
Hello again, Charlene.
We can continue this conversation here … but I’m wondering
May we speak?
Please DM me thru Substack.
Perhaps texting each other there..
Or maybe, exchange phone numbers … and speak.
What would you like to do to continue connecting?
YOU know that you are right....that I am wrong.
Let the record show that
I do the things that i do Not out of Malice but because I unconditionally am truly in love with my brethren...and throughout my veins, "Loyalty" courses Strong! I cannot pledge allegiance to a thing or person that will not uphold the value of Life. Who finds it to their benefit ALONE to inflict pain and suffering through whatever means: not excluding chaotic events, hardships and strife!!!
Please. It is no lie that Angels are among us, both kinds. YOU have those who are willing servants of God who are constantly trying to protect the hearts, souls and the minds.... from the ugliness of the other. As long as there's HOPE and Our Papa's Love....We shall endure. And when His time is right...What has been written will be fulfilled according to His plan...then and only then will ALL see and come to Understand...that Really "Living Life" for Eternity...is so " Mind Blowing!!!"😍 Can't wait to see Y'all on the other side 😉 I would say; "Gotta run. Or perhaps fly? You'd really think 🤔 that works, right? Well, i am sorry to disappoint you. I haveta get off the pot and wipe." Hopefully, after all this...you won't say that I am full of crap. 'Cause I would love to challenge you on this.
You strike me as an earth angel, Char. I think it takes one to know one, no?
Yes.thank you.
What healing please specify I can’t get any strong sense of what this actually is?? So specifications would help please
Check out the rest of the radio hour chapters. I have one entitled ‘what is healing’ and many where we are doing healing together, as well as a free healing tab on my SS page
Had to leave facebook and the rest it was a nightmare but I’ll not STFU and it’s risky but nobody gets out of this place alive right? Lol
Meaning Zionist is ra el ?
No idea how this works I’m winging it and got lucky finding this so thanks x and apologies if I break rules it’s inbuilt and malfunctioning all the time so let’s see how long I fukin last lol
Good points
We Love You, your not alone in how you feel! Thank You for being so genuine and vulnerable and putting it out there!
Yes, we Sing! I will sing with You!
Thank you Kimberly. Holding your hand and ready to sing with you! 👭
Contact me if you ever want to chat!
I work as a Clinical/Macro Social worker! Im retired but still wrk part time at a major university teaching and other role! Bless You!
Thank you so much ✨
Kumbaya!
🫶
Step back, breathe.
It’s ok to melt. Let others drive while you recharge to be ready to fight on.
Fatigue is what they want of us.
We each need to take time to remove and recharge, that way we help all of us stay strong.
Thank you, Natalie, I am. So essential to recharge, thanks for the reminder
Yeah. What she said. Wouldn’t change a word!
Thank you Joseph. Happy to connect.
The great thing about there being so many of us, we can take turns.
Some can take the lead, some can take a rest, some can cry today and be laughing again tonight. That’s America’s strength.
But, in the end…
We will be fine.
We are diverse.
We are strong, and we will prevail.
Put your head down and rest now.
Yes, Denise, thank you. What beautiful truths 🫶
You’re welcome, Dr. Meghan.
Rest well tonight, friends. We still have a lot of work yet to do, and we’ll do it—together.